I am a 49 year old man suffering from C-PTSD, General Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue Disorder and general self-hate wich is deeply rooted in my infant years and layered upon until my later life. Trying my best to live and enjoy my life. I am married to the love of my life and i got 3 beautiful children.
Please do not let the information above or my "strict" appeareance in front of the camera scare you away, i am a kind loving person at heart. It is simply life that has made me look "angry" in front of the camera. I am struggling to overcome beeing in a constant "fight or flight" mode.
I started livestreaming simply to face my fear and i am putting it all out there, even though i am utterly disgusted by my own appearance and squeaky voice in front of the camera.
I am a Christian and i will sometimes refer to biblical quotations and talk about or atleast mention it. Either way i am not going to hide it.
I do not tolerate any form of racism, biggotry or intolerance. I am trying and hoping to make my channel a place where people come together and enjoy each others company. That is my ultimate goal, not fame, stardom or beeing a popular streamer.
What I Stream
I generally stream myself playing the games i find interesting and or fun, i am always open to suggestions and co-operation. After all community is what makes any platform great.
I also sometimes just stream relaxing videos with music and even some IRL footage of my daily life, living with my ailments and mine and my familes history, even the places i go and the things i do.
Do not be afraid to ask questions about life with my "disorders" and my history as i will be glad to discuss it to the best of my abilities. If you are in a similar situation maybe we even can benefit from each others stories.